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[22 Jul 2006|09:46pm] so pretty much fuck you for not being a better person than that, you dont deserve for someone to love you if you cant treat them any better than that. i need a goddamn band, seriously. i've wrote about 10,000 riffs and they are going to float off into the atmosphere if i dont put them to use. no metalcore bullshit please, i need fast ass metal musicians that know their shit. i really dont give a fuck about lj anymore incase you guys haven't noticed, but hope all is well never the less. now if you execuse me, i'm going to go get high. if anyone would like to hang out, i could use a friend, a real friend. 606-813-2286. 3 COMMENTS.|COMMENTS.

[03 Jun 2006|07:16pm] its been a while, lets see.. lately i've been very indifferent about almost everything it seems. things just appear to have the same overall ending no matter what i try and do to change that, if that makes sense. like i feel like i cant do anything to change whats going on around me, and that sucks. i just had really high expectations for this part of my life and it seems like its kinda failing miserably. maybe its just a rut that i'm in and things will snap back into place, but i dont really feel that way about it at all. i'm tired of feeling like i'm all by myself with everything that goes on in my life. i'm tired of caring more about people than they do about me, and getting nothing to show for it. more than anything this summer i'd just love to find someone who was interested enough in me to take part in my life, and to help me get out of whatever the fuck i'm in. this is probably out of the question considering i hardly ever open up enough to people for them to get to know me to actually make that connection, and blahblahblahasdas. i've gotten back into the habit of buying cd's again, which is retarded because i cant afford it but oh well. on a lighter note, i went to a strip club last night and it was semi-fun. tonight theres a party going on and i'm hoping to have a good time, guess we'll see what happends. lets all go campin'. COMMENTS.

[27 Apr 2006|07:25pm] [ music | dont know why ] attn: happy couples fuck ya'll so this drinking binge thing isn't going half bad. yesterday morning i got up at 7:30 in the morning and went with some friends to repell off a 120 foot cliff. now i'm not much on heights, i've got a pretty bad phobia about'em but i decided that was that much more reason to do it. the place itself was pretty awesome because it was directly next to this waterfall, and your pretty much just floating in mid air. really took my mind off some shit, next time i come down i plan on going again with mick. i also wanted to plan a camping trip with some friends, i found a few good places, just need to people to actually go. i'm probably going to try and do it on a friday here within the next few weeks, if anyones interested it'll be a real good time. i'm headin' back up to louisville tomorrow, hanging out then going to see lords and municipal waste on saturday. i probably wont be on this thing for a while, but lets just hope the next time i'm on here things are better, for me atleast. now back to drinking. 14 COMMENTS.|COMMENTS.

[26 Apr 2006|01:55am] [ mood | drunk ] goddamn i hope i can hate you. COMMENTS.

[25 Apr 2006|01:15pm] [ music | saves the day ] i've not updated this thing in forever, mostly because i hardly get on the internet while i'm in louisville. things have been alright for me, a little rocky at the moment but hopefully they'll work themselves out. i finally have a job(haha)at a pizza place on bardstown called spinelli's. the job is easy for the most part it just sucks standing up all day, but gotta do what you gotta do i guess. the band is doing good but were in the process of switching drummers so its sorta like downtime at the moment, which sucks ass but shouldn't be going on too much longer. kristy apparently has some new guy now and i guess that makes me old news, big ups to her for that. its funny to be in such a large city around so many people, but to be lonely as shit. like i know a few people up there from work or the band, but for the most part i'm just out by myself most of the time..need to brush up on the soc skills i guess. i'm in south eastern ky until friday, if anyone wants to get up with me i'd like to see some friends. heres to drinking til you pass out so you dont have to think. 6 COMMENTS.|COMMENTS.

[15 Mar 2006|10:20pm] [ music | danzig ] heading to louisville tomorrow, wish me luck. 3 COMMENTS.|COMMENTS.

[10 Sep 2005|06:48pm] FRIENDS ONLY. comment to be added. 17 COMMENTS.|COMMENTS.

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